My life was hampered because of my fathers selfishness. So I can not say "I grew up in a normal circle-view drive with normal room, and drove normal car". At least I was not Bobby Fischer. I would be Bobby Fischer if I had chess-board instead of videogames.
I could write a book on the subject. It is called discrimination. When some middle-man/woman, midget, person of X race has an issue with you having X job or position. Most people are collecting money from the government in some form or another. That is the truth not most understand.
The only real job I made money from was working non-for-profit organizations, and getting over-time. If I keep doing the kind of work asked of me I might go insane, and start hurting people. I hate myself but I had bills to pay.
College is the only real answer for work if you are educated. Otherwise you need to have a drivers license, and take city exams. Nobody trusts anybody and everybody is unhelpful.
I am illustrator person. All I can do is draw. It hurts me when my creations are not active and I am just sitting here with equipment and experience not being utilize. I see #
[email protected]#$$#@ "Cuphead" and ask myself "Why am I not working on stuff like that".
I am in so much pain thinking about all of it.
