Lol, I'm really not one to talk when it comes to "faith in my parents". I have made so many mistakes of not trusting them. So I'm not trying to say things like I'm perfect or anything, Because I'm far from that. However, I'm a strong believer in second chances. Do you know what? Making the mistakes I did, only taught me how much I do indeed need to trust them. Because they are only doing it all for my best interest. That's why I said what I did in my last post. I have come to strongly believe what I said in that post. Sure, I haven't ALWAYS followed it. Although, I plan to from now on. Even though this situation with my brother is a really hard one for me to trust my dad on; if I don't start somewhere, I'm never going to start at all.
I just try to think of it in two ways.
1.) If my bro. is happy, then I'm happy.
2.) Things like this happen when we (even though we might not think it) we are ready for them to happen. Meaning, I'm strong enough to go on without him. He has been a great part of my life, but it is time for me to become more stable without the comfort of having him around. All in all, this will just make me stronger.
So, I just try to think of things like this, and take joy in all circumstances.
However, I just found out that he is moving out even sooner. A week from today, to be precise. Even though I try to stay positive, this is all still really hard. I have a week until he is gone, the clock is ticking.