I'm not sure. I think I'm kind of askanse in expressing myself... as in, sometimes I have to be blunt and to the point, but I hate that... I hate when someone is so dumb they can't get what I'm hinting at. Yet, I get angry when people aren't to the point with me...
I am honestly beginning to suspect that the only safe and effective way to truly express my thoughts on the world is through the writing of fiction. I think that there are simply things one cannot say and simply things people cannot get or are not open to unless they read them or hear them in story-form. People are a lot more accepting of things in fictional settings than they presented as reality. I'm not even talking about literary-device magic and stuff, but serious things about society. Sometimes, the world doesn't want to hear the problems that it has, yet will go "Ah!" if someone writes a good novel about them. I find that fiction is a great way of being... insidious... for lack of a better term.
-- No wonder so many writers are recluses.... we can't seem to communicate straight, so we let our stories do the talking while we keep to our shadows.