I've been feeling really discouraged lately. I don't feel like I'm very good at the things I should be good at by now... I know it takes patience to become skilled at something, but I just don't feel like I'm making any progress at all, and it's beginning to really get to me.
I just got back from babysitting... Both kids were pretty good, though it took about 30 minutes of constant rocking for the baby for her to finally fall asleep... I'm more than worn out, so just wanna give a shout out to all those people raising kids out there. You guys are amazing, seriously...
I've been reading the second book in the Hunger Games series. I had almost finished it when my brother spoiled the ending... I'm still gonna finish reading it, but gosh dang it...
As of yesterday, it is officially fall! The weather has finally cooled off, and I've been spending more time outside as a result. I'm actually thinking about going outside and drawing in a little bit.
I'm getting ready to draw a character I've never drawn before... :I
Also, I'm thinking about where I want to get a job... Hopefully within the next few days I'll have picked up a few applications. Still can't really decide...
I got to spend some time with a friend yesterday. It was really great to see her again, (we haven't been able to meet up in about a month) and we had a good time catching up together.
I just learned that the SB is down and probably won't come back... I'm still trying to decide how I feel about it... I guess it's not much of a problem, but I don't really want to use Skype any more than I have to... Seems like this will make that more often than it used to, though.
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I need to have a paper finished by tomorrow, and I'm kind of stuck... I'm writing up a lesson for kids, and if I don't make it short enough and to the point, I'll lose their attention. I am really not cut out for this. ._.
Why are you sorry? I have the same issue, and it really sucks. Glad you're feeling better. :yes:
Anyways, tomorrow I'm making cinnamon rolls for breakfast, and I'm really happy! I haven't had cinnamon rolls in foreveerrr sfjakfsf
I'm trying to figure out how to respond to this message I got on tumblr...
"I just went through your entire blog cuz im a creepy stalker. >:3"
I'm actually pretty proud of this person for openly confessing... x'D
I'm thinking about my church's passion play. Tonight was the last performance of 2013. This was our 23rd year performing together, and over 150 people were saved last week. I'm gonna miss seeing everybody each night... Gosh, I am already looking forward to next year. C':
My friends and I visited a nursing home tonight. We got to meet a lot of nice elderly people. Lots of stories were told. x'3 I seriously had a good time, though. Some of the old people started to cry... It's sad that some people are brought to tears just by someone being nice to them...
Today I got a really soft hoodie that says "Indiana" for super cheap. I also found some jeans on sale for a good price. Best part was that I didn't have to pay for any of it. =D
My pastor's daughter, who left home about a year and a half ago (on bad terms), finally came back around 3 weeks ago. He was so happy... It was nice to see him smile again. ^^
My teacher's dad died yesterday... It was very sad because she was crying; I've never seen her upset at all before. I heard someone say that she and her kids were really close to him... I felt really bad for her, so my friends and I made her a card. I hope she feels better. ._.
I am happy because I have Reeses, chocolate chip cookies, and chocolate milk. Also, I've been wanting to start my own manga, and I finally came up with an idea! :3
-I can't draw Pain right
-Cookies
-The fact that I'm really cold
-I want it to snow
-I haven't studied Japanese at all today
-I am such a lazy bum
-Oh my glob I'M SO COLD.
-My socks are soft and warm
-I need to get another blanket