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Eeughh, i missed my meds for one night and had a nightmare about almost all the things i'm terrified of, and people i haven't seen in years. During the dream, i kept losing consciousness, so when i woke up for real, i still thought it was happening :(

Pulled a muscle in my neck because i forgot to do warm-ups yesterday, and it still really hurts today. Also, my ping has been terrible the last 2-3 days, and it's annoying af.

it's so damn hot,,,, it's 30c, and my favourite temperature is around 10c :dry:

My Wi-Fi's been down for nearly 4 days now, and I'm running low on data. Apparently it's something on the provider's side being buggy, and they were supposed to have fixed it a few days ago. This sucks.

i just found out about my older brother's spending habits. apparently he's spent over £1000 on *"adult content"* recently, and he's buying and consuming nearly a kilogram of sugar every day, what the ****??? meanwhile, we're barely scraping by each week on what money we have. I hate his guts...

Accidentally crunched down on my antidepressant instead of swallowing it. Gross.

I accidentally knocked a bowl onto the floor and it smashed, and a shard managed to slice my leg up. I'm actually surprised I'm not feeling faint, because I usually do if i see a decent amount of my own blood. It'd be nice if I'm finally getting over my phobia.

A storm the other day apparently took a few mobile towers out, so my internet has started being super slow and it disconnects randomly. :dry:

It doesn't hurt much, but it itches like hell, so I have to make an extra effort to not touch it at all. Thanks! :)

It started off as just a patch of dry skin, and then one day i caught it on a little metal thing on my jeans, and it tore open. I didn't feel it at first, (and because I was playing smash bros, i was moving it around a lot, so it made a huge mess & i didn't notice till i looked down and saw it...

My hand bled twice today. First time wasn't bad, second time was an absolute mess though. It's so stressful knowing that it could randomly burst with no warning at all :( "If it bleeds again, I'd recommend getting it cauterized" - the nurse that bandaged it up the first time it bled. It's bled...

Scalpers. I cannot find a single website that is selling Oculus Quests, except for EBay and Amazon, but they both only have ones for £200+ more than the original price.:dry:

The gross hand scar thing I have started profusely dripping blood again. It's nowhere near as bad as the first 2 times it happened, where it bled through literally everything and i had to go to hospital, but it's still a mess. I thought it'd finally healed, but even after like, a year, it's...

I swear to god, if I get one more person get flirty with me, I'm going to scream. I try my best to be polite and friendly - the way I've always been taught to act, but so many people think that's an opportunity for some reason. I'm sick and tired of this ****. I don't want to be in a...

My computer didn't shutdown right, and a 30+GB game somehow managed to uninstall itself. It's going to take hours to redownload it with my internet speed :(

I ran out of my antidepressants over a week ago, and I haven't been able to get more. I've never wanted to yeet myself off this plain of existence more than now. The skin on my face is cracked and flaking and it hurts like hell from all the stress. I just want to cease existing for a while...

I had some weirdo hit up my Discord DMs asking what I'd do for money. And like, 20 minutes later some guy was being a dick and saying gross things to me on Warframe, and then yet another creep started being a white knight and told him to leave me alone, and then tried to flirt with me himself...

I've been playing a super grindy game, and now my middle finger on my left hand hurts, and makes a gross clicking sound whenever i bend it. ew.

My mom's convinced that the Coronavirus is the start of Armageddon, so she keeps joking that I don't need to worry because I'm going to die anyway, because I'm a godless heathen. I get that she's saying it in jest, but it still hurts a little. But hey, I'd rather live a short life doing...

I went outside to take the bins out, and managed to rip my only remaining pair of jeans. God damn Friday the 13th.

I tried to crack a pistachio, and ended up denting my desk :( I finally got it open, and it was ****ing empty. oof.

My mom forgot to tell me that we were out of power before she left for a week. She also 'forgot' to tell me that she took the razor handle that I use, forgot the internet bill, and left me with no way to wash clothes without spending a bunch of money. How can she function as an adult if she...

The restrictions on Pokemon HOME. You can't trade 1-on-1 with someone without being right next to them, and room trades have a minimum player limit. Even with premium, Friend Trades and Room Trades have a daily limit of 10 and 3, respectively :ananger:

I'm starting to see why America wanted freedom from England. Everything fun is banned, and you can't carry knives, swords or tasers around. There's been a few muggings in my area recently (one like, a 2 minute walk from my house), and pretty much everything is classed as a weapon, and you can...

The way my mom jumps to conclusions, and how she thinks that I owe her something because she gave birth to me. I didn't ask to be brought into this wretched world, and I certainly don't plan on staying as long as she has in it. She asks what she could do to repair our relationship, but whenever...

I'm really on edge and I have no idea why. I just got scared half to death by a quiet Discord notification I was expecting.

My cat started knocking things over while I was in the shower. I thought someone broke in o_O

My mom keeps going back on her word with everything, and telling me I've told her things that I haven't. I told her I want to move out, but according to her, I said that I don't want to. She claimed to have text evidence, but when I asked to see it, she got defensive. I've got a photographic...

My mom went back on her word to respect my pronouns, because it "goes against her beliefs". So I don't even get the basic respect most people get :ananger: I don't know why I thought I could trust my own mother, but apparently I was wrong to :shrugs: also some dickhead walking home from...

I went to kick the air while joking around with my brother, but ended up booting the sofa hard enough for my toe to bleed. Damn my poor depth perception. It really ****in hurt lmao

I was awake for about 3 hours, and then I was too tired to stay awake, so I slept for another 4. I had 12 hour's sleep before then, wtf.

thanks ^^ the biggest annoyance is the wifi being slow, cause i'm used to staying in my room for the majority of the time haha

My mom's friend and her kids are staying over for a few days. They're using all the broadband, so I have to use my data if I want anything to work. also they brought a big dog with them, which i didn't know till it ran at me. i backed up very quickly and ran back upstairs. i really don't like...

i feel gross and i have no clue why i woke up feeling decent and slowly declined ughhh

some weirdo's trying to flirt with me on discord and isn't getting my hints that i'm not interested i told him he looked like a white version of a kid i went to school with and he went offline lmao

I'm hungry but I can't cook myself something without disturbing the rest of my family because it's 1am, and I really don't want to incur my mother's wrath. and I can't go and buy something because again, it's 1am. I woke up super late so I only ate 1 meal today too, and can't get back to sleep...

I've been waiting since last year for a parcel, and now it's finally here, I have to pay an import fee. I can't get my package till I pay for that, and the post office shut before I woke up. :ananger: I have literally never encountered a customs fee before in my life...

I overslept (I pulled an all nighter the day/night before so i'd sleep on time, and ended up sleeping for 20hrs, thus doing ****-all to my bad schedule), then when I got in the shower, the power went out i had to use the money i've been saving to go and get more on the way there, as I was...

Myself, for being so socially incompetent, and for making someone think they're attracted to me, i guess. the way i reacted when my friend told me she has feelings for me. i just windows xp shutdown noise There was probably a much better way to handle that

thanks. I disassociated round the back of an ASDA until I stopped feeling my limbs and emotions. freaked some ppl out, but i'm not feeling anything at the moment, so that's good. obviously none of my family wondered why i disappeared for two hours, because **** me, am i right?

The break I was gonna have from my family was ****ing cancelled with no warning. I've been looking forward to it for 4 months. I was gonna let my emotions out while I was alone, and sort some things out that I can't do with them around without getting mocked and made fun of. When I asked my mom...

People with bad memory infuriate me to no end. Just in a 2 minute conversation, I had to repeat myself four times. Jesus christ, I can't tell if they're just not listening or actually have something wrong. To make it worse, I typed it, so it's not even as if I could be faulted. It's especially...

I was showering and the power went off. There wasn't even any warm water left in the taps, so I had to use freezing cold water to wash my conditioner out :ananger: I don't think i've sworn that much ever. it was ****ing cold. Anyway, to get the power back on, I had to lend my mom more of my...

I can't get warm, no matter what I do today. Even when I was exercising with a jacket in earlier. I've got a bunch of layers on and i'm still cold AF. Some super intrusive thoughts too. Also feeling extra lonely today for some reason. god, i'm being pathetic. I guess I'm back to complaining...

my internet is sooooooo ssslllooowwww today also my first interaction of the day was me getting complained at. if this is how the rest of the day is going to be, someone kill me please.

I had a craving for chocolate but the shops were shut. Also the cold is draining the batteries for my phone and my earphones :dry:

When you try to have a normal ****ing conversation and the person talks over you. And then when you stop talking completely, they accuse you of being hormonal. There's a reason I stay away from people.

The hour's worth of sleep I got was a nightmare filled with my deepest fears - The person that caused my PTSD, me being framed as the abuser, a bunch of my OCD triggers, abandonment issues, being brought somewhere to die (a room of bloodied corpses), my fear of not being able to act, and all...

My neighbors started making noise and my mom just assumed it was me and started accusations. I asked her what sound she thought i was making (in my normal tone of voice) and she told me to "quit the attitude", because i'd start an argument. FFS. I didn't have an "attitude" and I didn't intend...

Existence itself. I had 3 hours sleep and woke up in pain from clawing my eyelids in my sleep. Then my mom started demanding I do housework. Also my appointment with the psychiatrist was cancelled because I didn't want to talk on the phone for 45 minutes and give my entire backstory yesterday...