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  1. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I just got news from one of my friends that the music teacher in my school got involved in a terrible car accident; the picture she sent to me showed that the front part of his car was terribly broken and dented. His wife and his children was involved in it too, but only getting minor damages...
  2. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I just realized how much time I've been wasting on this damned break
  3. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    It's December 1st, and I'm thinking about how school will go next month, or next year, aka 2017. It's not like I'm dreading to go to school, but there's a lot of sentimental thoughts that bugs me.
  4. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I've been thinking so much about an exam result that's going to impact a lot on my future...
  5. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    We have approximately 5 Fridays left in the year, and I've been thinking about school a lot for the next term, being in Form 4.
  6. Violet Link

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    I'm ranked 6th out of 41 people in my class lol and that's been pandering within me
  7. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    your mother is green
  8. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I feel better when I'm ignored tbh
  9. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Recently, the Ministry of Education changed the grading system, and haha, that is when I knew that I am a living failure.
  10. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I Am In Pieces
  11. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    how do u osu
  12. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I don't know, I guess things are slowly breaking down and what I only want to do is sit and watch things crumble.
  13. Violet Link

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    I'm not myself anymore, I guess. It's 1 am and I'm entertaining myself with poetry. Glad to have a week off next week, and I'll be hanging out with people at Monday (probably will be left out like the usual).
  14. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I'm done. I fail at life.
  15. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I feel terrible. For 2014, it's literally so terrible for Malaysia. Losing planes, and now there's flood around the West Malaysia area (I live at the East part), and for the weather forecast from where I live, heavy rains will continuously pour on. I hope everything dies down soon, and for...
  16. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    It has been two months since I stopped self harming. I kinda want to break that streak.
  17. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    is my life worth anything
  18. Violet Link

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    I wish I would know how my future goes. It feels so dark. I mean, I don't know if I will even reach to the 'better tomorrow'. I don't know if I will grow up and become what I wanted. I mean, I don't even know who I am.
  19. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Today marks the 45th day where I haven't self harmed. I'm happy with that long streak, breaking the record of 1 month free. ^^
  20. Violet Link

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    I'm on a crazy PP spree and look how marvelous my performance is. I am literally, literally pumped to rank up more.
  21. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I just want to shatter down all of my feelings down. Let all of the fragments go broken. I don't care.
  22. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Sometimes, you can get really deep stuff that goes through your mind in midnight. Its like, 12 AM and a lot of self-deprecating stuff and weird things are popping all over my head. I don't know. I feel kinda pathetic lately, tbh.
  23. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I wish I can be emotionless. No feelings. Nothing. I wish I can just stop trying being sad, and stop thinking about anything self-destructive. I just want to be okay once more. But I'm not okay, and everything simple can feel self-destructive.
  24. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    One day, one day... I'll get a pet duck. I'll nurture it, I'll cherish it with care. I won't let anyone slaughter it and turn it into roasted duck. Ducks are precious. Ducks are fluffy.
  25. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    i'm disappointing. if i just didn't do it, then this mess wouldn't happen and i wouldn't be stuck.
  26. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    It sucks that there's so many things going through my mind, until it makes me feel like sleeping is nothing.
  27. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Have you ever want to just go back in time and fix the mistake you've done? All you want is a good outcome from what you did, but sadly, you just... can't fix it back anymore.
  28. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Sometimes, breaking myself might be the best option.
  29. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Sleepy.
  30. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I started thinking of an important friend of mind, who left me around roughly 5 months ago. It... really pains me to think what she's going through, and it's hard knowing that I have to treat her like a stranger now.
  31. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I just took a rad night shower. I feel relaxed.
  32. Violet Link

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    Everything will be okay, Vee. *hugs*
  33. Violet Link

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    pe riod cra mps
  34. Violet Link

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    I feel like disappearing. :/
  35. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Failure
  36. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I want to explode and never come back. :/
  37. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    School starts in 3 days = Exam.
  38. Violet Link

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    I feel like exploding myself.
  39. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I'm sick of having my stress carried around by others anymore. I'm only making them harder for them to do things. I'd rather take it all to my back. Exams are coming soon, too...
  40. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    i really have a strong urge to sleep forever
  41. Violet Link

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    ...I don't deserve any good things that much anymore....
  42. Violet Link

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    Sometimes, I think. I tried becoming something just to make both of my parents happy, but it didn't please them, at all.
  43. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    i feel broken and beaten down
  44. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    i want to take a break from school forever
  45. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I finally tried being brave and went to the school's counselor. So yeah. Though, I'm scared if anyone in school knows that I'm seeing one now...
  46. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    That is it. I can't handle too much stress anymore. This is driving me crazy. I'm breaking and falling apart and I can't restore back into pieces.
  47. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Please let me run away from everything... please let me go... I can't take it anymore...
  48. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    I'm empty.
  49. Violet Link

    Things That Are on Your Mind

    Everything is too much. I can't handle it. Too much... it's too much stress to handle...
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