[fet-ish, fee-tish] /ˈfɛt ɪʃ, ˈfi tɪʃ/
1. an object regarded with awe as being the embodiment or habitation of a potent spirit or as having magical potency.
2. any object, idea, etc., eliciting unquestioning reverence, respect, or devotion:
to make a fetish of high grades.
It's very difficult learning a language well. I'm sure if I was learning Turkish I'd be the MonsterMMORPG of whatever Turkish forums you're on.
And no, it's not bad. It's just odd, and that makes it cute.