Reflecting on how peaceful life has become for me...I woke up this morning after a series of nightmares and felt relieved that I woke up to my reality. It used to be the other way around. Life is good; I have a peaceful home, good music to listen to, and the next Zelda game is coming in less...
Oh yes, Zenmarket. The item I got is from Japan, I think they are sending me the shipping fee once it gets to their warehouse. I did google the average price for something like a dvd, it wasn't very expensive at all. Like $3 I think. Larger items though that weigh more can be more expensive.
I'm thinking a lot about Jamie today....and this week. I had a dream where I got to see him and he gave me a hug and I asked him, "How do I know if this is real?" and an angel flew out from behind a cloud and I just smiled and he said he missed me. I can't help but think it was really him...
Tomorrow is the last day at my current job. Today, I received a card from one of the residents that I work with thanking me for the care I provided for them. Leaving tomorrow is going to be really hard, and I know I am going to cry. But I need to stay strong.
Got a nice surprise when I checked my student account balance today. I got a scholarship from the state based on my high school grades: of over $1000! Now I'll have more than enough to cover all the costs and fees for school!
I've made a lot of new friends since I came back here full time. :) And I've finally got the ball rolling for college and orientation is this week! It's really been good for me and for the first time I feel really confident about my life and my future.
I really appreciate this guys. Although I was hoping for a different outcome by posting this.
I think Petter deserves a lot more support regarding this than I do, and I was hoping some would reach out and comfort him. Although I am the source of the problem, I've been trying my best to help him.
Hey everyone. I'm not exactly sure how to say this, since I'm sure it might surprise some people. But I think everyone deserves to know the truth after all this time.
So the real reason Petter and I broke up was not because of distance or anything like that. I cheated on him with another user...
I miss @Soul.
He's never coming back, is he?
I'm sorry if I keep whining about this it's just bothering me so much to the point where I'm physically ill.
I don't understand why he thinks we see him as some sort of villian, because it was never like that. He just keeps pushing us away. He...
Thanks you guys...I know I've been pretty absent lately but I feel so happy to be back (somewhat regularly.). He's just being such a Sasuke right now I had to vent lol
Apart from my mind numbing drama I'm thinking about making muffins this week. Oh and I'm considering going to school but I'm...
I lost one of my best and closest friends yesterday.
Now as it typically goes around here, I'm not naming names, but only because I do not wish to embarass you.
I'm writing this here in hopes that you see this, because I am not going to be shut out by the likes of you.
You know who you are...