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my health's at an all time low, family's falling apart, not that it was ever whole to begin with. and I'm really at a loss as to what to do or think. I'm just so tired, man.

Might've caught covid from family. Been one thing after the other this year I can't even anymore.

Been sick for the past week. Still sick.

Gonna be w/o my laptop for about a week. Not really annoying on its own but it's because I'm having to get the battery replaced a little over a year after doing it myself.

Two years now. No problems until very recently.

PS4 controller's starting to drift. Guess Nintendo doesn't have a monopoly on that anymore eh?

People getting themselves into bad situations and others making you out like you're some heartless ass because you don't feel sympathy about it. Why yes I'll feel bad for someone who chose the problem they're dealing with now. That makes perfect sense. :suspicious:

at this point I can't tell if I'm sick or just have some health issue I can't figure out

slept like trash and've been feeling sick for most of the day

Finally sent my old joy cons in for a repair before the holidays only for them to get lost in shipping. Guess I'll have to file a claim with UPS over it.

I replaced my laptop battery back in February and it's already saying the battery health is getting worse tf

never fails to get me confused and angry at how incredibly toxic and ignorant my father can be sometimes

shoulder's friggin killing me can barely focus

And now he's saying stuff like how I could care less if he were alive or not because I'm gonna stay home instead of going to see his side of the family. This is fine.

There are days when I feel like punching a hole in the wall because of my dad. This is one of those days.

My own self. I feel like my ability to focus on what I need to get done is getting worse over time. Probably just burnout from having an extra class in this semester, but still. I don't need that kind of frustration in the last stretch of college I have left.

Can't escape family drama even today. There are some folks I'd genuinely love to tell off right now.

The inability to focus on anything when I have assignments to get done. Frustrating as hell.

Having issues with my laptop battery. Shutting off at 18 or so percent when it used to last until 5 or so. Might need to look into repair or something since I can't just replace it myself.

My own stupid self. Somehow completely missed an assignment due by midnight tonight. Frick me.

>calls college to register for spring classes >can't reach an advisor when I made the call because they're all busy so they tell me that they'll call me the next day to handle it >nobody calls me the next day Yep, checks out.

Gotta love getting tailgated by some ass all the way home from the grocery store.

If my dad's gonna be in a foul mood, least he could do is keep it to himself instead of being an ass to everyone else.

Hopes get raised with an acceptance email from a job application you sent out a couple months ago, only for them to let you know that you can't even see the list of jobs without paying a monthly fee of $40, and only after they contact you about your application do they let you know that they're...

Being a ball of anxiety at almost 1 in the morning is fun.

Thanks. Fortunately, someone was kind enough to stop and yank us out before local tow services got there. On our way home now.

My mother and I were run off the road by some farming equipment that didn't give us space to pass. Thankfully no one is hurt, but hopefully we'll get some help sooner or later.

Anxiety and racing thoughts all day is fun.

Frick my father. Thinking he can shout me down like that. Nothing but a pathetic idiot.

Woke up with my shoulder killing me. Good start to the day.

Medical appointment making me freaking anxious.

Freaking stressful having to be around toxic family members.

Dealing with some bad anxiety today. I feel completely tense. Doesn’t seem like I can calm down at all despite trying to distract myself from it.

My father knows exactly how to push my buttons. Then I'm the bad one for reacting negatively it it. Hm.

A splitting headache.

Hearing someone respond to a topic regarding something completely indefensible in a way that is both incredibly insensitive and borderline condoning the original offense. Then, when they were confronted for their nonsense, they backed up into a martyr complex and said that their perspective was...

I see. Hope you're feeling better soon.^^

Are you okay?

Dealing with bad anxiety. Very hard to focus.

Most everything today.

Seasonal allergies. They've had my head feeling crappy and I've been nauseous on and off for the past few days.

My own self, really. Feels like I can't express what I'm trying to say at all today. My head is foggy and my body feels heavy.

All it takes is a slight increase in temperatures and every insect in my state decides that it's time to swarm me and cling to me like a piece of food. >_>

Being wide awake right now. :eyes:

Checked out a combat tips video for Ghost of Tsushima and had spoiler videos start to pop up in my recs. ( * ~ *)

Finding out that a family member's selfish actions might lead to sudden and unwelcome changes in my and mother's living situation.

Can't focus to save my life today.

I feel both mentally and physically exhausted, and I've barely done anything today.

So. I completed two classes at my college that were registered with different codes. Finished them both. Noticed how the content was similar, but they were listed as separate classes, so I didn't think anything of it. Come to find out, I only received credits for one of them due to their...

Had the chance to chat with some other folks on Discord while streaming. Could have opened my yap and said something, but nope. Social anxiety kept me quiet, instead just using text like I always do. sigh