Well, my internet wasn't always like this. Usually it would happen for about 2-3 days straight after a period of about 3 weeks of working regularly, but it started happening more and more often. The problem was nonexistent back in August last year when I was made an administrator, so it wasn't a concern. Now, though, we have no one competent that Mases trusts that would be able to replace me or help out. I became admin initially because I was the only one on the list capable when our admin retired aside from Xinnamin, and you're probably too new to know the story, but that was a bit of a disaster. Same with Austin. If you were talking about how people dislike me rather than the internet issue, though, well that's a different story. People will always hate an admin for some reason or another, and it's usually because they don't truly understand what goes on behind the scenes. It's a bad idea to let everyone know open what exactly is going on all the time, as it creates even more conflicts, but I can sympathize with anyone in a position of leadership. When someone doesn't know everything they will always hate something. Thus all people will have a way to hate one another since no one is exactly the same.