Hi. I'm back. I was very hesitant to log on today. I've been doing so well being off of here. As I searched up the site for the first time in over a week, I felt a sense of guilt. "Should I even be doing this?" "This feels like going back to an addiction after quitting." "Why do I feel so nervous?" "This feels wrong. Maybe I should quit forever..." These were the thoughts spinning through my head. But before I could give in to my thoughts, I was on the site. My stomach was in knots. I logged in, and before I knew it, I was back on.
So...
I'm back. Hi.
So...
I'm back. Hi.

Read the other posts on my profile. You'll see why.