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Another update because why not

I’ve been doing okayish. School is kinda a nightmare, there’s lots of things going on in the world that make me upset and scared, like my heart breaks. I’m still grateful for this site for helping me when I’ve been at my worst, accepting me even with the number of faults I as a person have.

Sometimes I still hate myself. I hate myself for past things I said like how last year I went through a pipeline on Twitter that made me turn really bigoted, say transphobic, racist, right wing rhetoric and I still am angry at myself for that and hate how I used to be really bigoted. And I was still a bisexual person at the time and I still am so my turning against those in the community was very ****ty of me.


It’s hard not to let the past define me. But still, I’m grateful for people here and others now who have been so kind, understanding, sympathetic, and supportive to me throughout my time and years being on social media.
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Echolight
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I know it's hard, but please try to forgive yourself. The reason you look back so harshly at it is because you've grown as a person and can recognize when you made a mistake. That makes you a great person! You aren't who you were, you are who you are. Right now.

Last year I went through a lot of self-hate because I struggled with the concept of accepting I made a mistake and not hating myself because of it. I've recently broke through that barrier, and I hope you can too.

Take the past as an opportunity to grow. Now you know how not to fall down those pipelines anymore, and you might be able to help other people who unfortunately fell for the rhetoric.

I'm grateful to know you too darknut! And I'm grateful for ZD. I'm glad you've had such supportive spaces to be in.

I'm sorry the world is how it is, I know it's a scary place. There'll always be people by your side, if that brings some comfort.
TheGreatCthulhu
TheGreatCthulhu
If you look back on previous opinions you've held and cringed, that's good, that means you've grown as a person.
If I started a ZD Forums Lobby on Modloader64, who would join? I will make it a rather laxed and chill lobby. We will still prolly play and beat the game, but we would also mess around and have a good time.

(Modloader is something you would have to download and it would give you the ability to play OOT, MM, and a few other N64 games online with your friends.)
Bruh why is my sig broken
Chevywolf30
Chevywolf30
That's better
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Happy Birthday Rubik! I hope it’s a great one :)
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Rubik
Thank you, Jimmu! I hope so too.
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